Life lately has been far from perfect. My decisions have pushed away some people and has brought me a lot of loneliness. But for the first time in life I am doing it all for myself and doing it the right way. I just wish that people could see what I see and feel what I feel. Maybe then they could understand I am different, that my past is behind me and I am better now because of it and have grown so much from it. Grant it I am far from perfect and still slip up day to day, but in the end I continue to strive forward. I continue to fight for a better life, a life that doesn't have me questioning who I chose to share it with. Who I fall asleep with and wake up next to every morning. A life where I can go about my day with a smile not pissed off because I hate my job and the people around me. I simply fight to be happy each and every day, even if it means I have to suffer now and do it all alone. I just want to be happy...
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